Fucking and Crying Songtext

von Painful Reminder

You smiled again, the first time today.
Invited in. Probably you'll be okay.
It's not so hard just letting them get close to you
You needed this. You're doing what you wanted to.
But why are you...

Fucking and fucking and crying and crying
You say that you're okay, you're okay
You're lying, 'cause
Inside, inside you're dying, you're dying

There's something left of the healthy one inside of you
Chained to a wall by your own hand, bleeding but breathing.
Coldness demands you be its lover
And punishes you for thinking of another
You're...

Fucking and fucking and crying and crying
You say that you're okay, you're okay
You're lying, 'cause
Inside, inside you're dying, you're dying

Every one seems like the last one, and nothing takes the pain away
And you're praying for some new outcome, some reason to face one more day
You're carrying around your past in heavy baggage made of hate
And if you ask yourself "Well, what's the point?"
You'll crush your will beneath the weight
So just take your pills and therapy and hope that nobody else
Asks how you feel today

What could you tell them anyway?